When it comes to purpose, God never aligns things up perfectly. Start where you are. Are you spiritually lazy?
1 Samuel 17:40 He picked up five smooth stones from a stream and put them into his shepherd’s bag. Then, armed only with his shepherd’s staff and sling, he started across the valley to fight the Philistine.
People will define you based on where they met you. If you are not properly anchored, you'll begin to believe them. The fear of "not good enough"
2 Cor 3:5 It is not that we think we are qualified to do anything on our own. Our qualification comes from God.
How has the fear of "they" stopped you from walking in purpose?
So to pacify the crowd, Pilate released Barabbas to them. He ordered Jesus flogged with a lead-tipped whip, then turned him over to the Roman soldiers to be crucified. Mark 15:15